I sent it.
I told you how I felt.
Now all I need to do is breath….
And I don’t know…..
I need to wait a little
But I need to just breathe…..
It will be all right
I hope that you see me….
That I’m here…waiting
I want you to know….
I keep busy…so I won’t think

I just want to go away…
My heart is hardening
I want to see you but I also want to run away
Run away far….
And everything that reminds me of you

I made my self so open so vulnerable….it hurts
Not knowing...knowing
It’s killing me
I’m so mad at you right now!