I had a realization yesterday. Email and text and chat are not ways of communications, not when things are important. I knew this, but got sucked into it anyways. Important conversations should be made face to face. Nothing beats the real thing, where you and all your senses can express what is in your heart and mind. To not do this, is messy, as I now know. I am never ever going to do this over email or text or chat, is not worth the misunderstanding. There are times when emails and letters are necessary, but I prefer the real time interaction. I hate how lazy we've become and have replaced people with technology. I'm much kinder and nicer in person anyways. This makes me want to get rid of texting from my phone all together. I'm sorry I took the easy way and not the best way. Lesson learned, will not happened again.

sometimes i blink.sometimes i squint.

i love

the muppets, and

poetry .......the romantic era
greek yogurt with honey
heavy blakets
kitchen pottery
boots
french manicures
steak tacos
my hair
manly men
genealogy
black and white pictures
honesty
the color of wine
burning oils
hot showers
to be impressed
and to laugh so hard my jaw hurts
books
paintings
admire someone
watching people at airports
warm laundry
new beginings
intelligent conversation
clarity and truth
courage

"It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you're not." -Andre Gide

Joshua James

how long does it take you to run away.
run run run
i have been numb.
i take a spoon and I have tasted that.
from my toes to my waist, I'm in it, with no way to go
a seat belt will never keep you safe from it
walking on Lincoln road he told me
in a letter I told you
at a taco stand he told me
at night I told you
takes me no time to run, no time.